Lost in My Pace

2009-06-19T01:37:00.001-07:00

I dont tink anyone still know of the existence of this blog since it was abandoned 3 yrs ago, gonna keep it this way.
How time flies , last entry was 3 years a go when i was abt to start my degree program, in a flash now i have completed it. Bittersweet , i know im gonna miss uni life very soon.
2 weeks past since i came from a cambodia. Still prettty plenty of things to keep me bz with. Gotta look for a job etc.
Still feeling like taking a much deserved break after a battle with the final exams.

2009-05-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

2009!
fuck exams. i gonna kill it

2006-04-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

a week is juz over, my long holidays came to an end ,its 1 am now , cant get to slp, need to wake up 5 hrs later.Zzz..
Basically this week, i spent my time watchin a great japanese anime, Naruto, a very nice cartoon full of ninja fightings and stuff, yet it is also very touching at times. The japanese shinobi spirit . 170 plus over series, watch till 90 plus only.. long way to go .

Then i also spent a lot of time hunting for a new bike. And i finally decided on a new honda CBR 600RR. SO damn excited abit it. Its the biggest toy i ever owned. Its black and sliver. My dream of owning a class 2 bike is finally coming true. Its something that i will tink abt almost every day since im 16. now 22. 6 years had pass. my dream is at the door step.
Still remember the days where i 1st rode my 1st bike. NSR SP. got my 2b lisence on 20/03/2004, so thrilled, i went to get the bike the very moment i stepped out of BBDC.
I was so proud of my 1st bike, sumthing i called my own. Those days of big groups in the noisy ah beng lacing looking bike are fun. damn fun, every noob had his fare share blurness and learning stage.
Then one day i lost my bike in malaysia while shoppin due to pure stupidity and carelessness. I was devasted, cant believe its actually happening to me , i was really down for a long while, its was really a bad period for me ,
Then i bought a scramber for transport purposes, a very old bike, vibrates like a boat when i reach 100, suspensions that are like toy springs, bouncing up and down the entire journey, couldnt take it anymore, hunted for another bike ,
Then i found my gilera runner 2888, its a great bike , but the engine and parts throw tantrums due to old age, i had a hard time restoring and getting it into pristine condition.Endless trips to the workshop after skool, finally its ready to rock. Great bike, hugh storage space, comfortable riding posture, enuuf power to travel comfortably, low fuel consumption and a nice number plate. rode it for a good 2.5 years ,holding lotsof fine and bad memories, now i really got so sick of it, fun factor zero.
back then when i pass my class 2A , i didnt not buy a 2A bike, due to the unfortunate incident of losing my 1st bike, my plans were all wrecked, well anyway i wont settle for a 2A for long either, i knw wat i want, tats a CLass 2 600cc. so i endured......then i got my CL2, still i never change my bike, due to ns begin unable to ride much also.
till now i cant endure anymore. I need to feel like a rider again, i dun feel like a rider riding tat auto bike, haha! finally... though it will be tough surviving on my ns pay , i still made the choice of fulfilin my dream.cos at the end of the day i know it will put a smile on my face. i dun wan to have regrets later. i wanna ride when im still young and active.
As the saying goes "A rider dun ride for transport but for passion" . i must achieve my dream no matter wat. heck the consequences for now man. i had blowned lotsa cash man.. a new arai helmet..gloves..jackets..
but i know im happy, tats enuff

Now awaitin the collection of my bike, hope its ready by tomorrow...

2006-03-19T05:09:00.001-08:00

wat a bz week, so many things happening, didnt have a good slp thru out man..1st of all bike broke down, for 4 days i took public transport to work, gotta wake up very early in the morning and the train take ages to arrive, realise how dependent im on my bike, juz cant tolerate taking public, lotsa precious time wasted.repaired for over 300 bucks, juz cant bare to sell it , now repaired but still unstable with hicupps here and there.
got promoted to 3SG with i didnt really want, for wat ? more shit coming my way. 6 more mths , endure!
then i got a swollen eye for 5 days , bike fall sick , so did i ,look like a freaking monster, one eye dragon, awful, had a terrible time at work, finally today on sunday it subsided a bit, hope its completely gone when i wake up tomolo.
literally didnt had a weekend this week, spent the whole saturday at camp ulu ulu, marshalling and guiding vehicle into parking, more like a valet boy, thanks SAF. reach home dead tired, didnt have the engery to go out any more , still i mustered up engery to go meet up my fren over coffee,
juz as i settled down , recieved a SMS, you are activated!, report bla bla bla...how sick can tat be.... LL, tats wat u will learn in army ,
sunday morning gone, nvm 4get it , earn 1.5 days off back.
glad this week is finally over , next week will be a better week, and the week after will be even better cos i m on leave the whole WEEK!

still gota get bz this week, as some higher authories is coming to inspect my guard room, as im now taking charge of the camp guard room, and i juz took over, wat luck.

i have many plans where i had yet to come to a conclusion and make a decision, like wat skool to go to, wat bike to buy , so many things and planning , i have no time to tink abt it , hope i will settle all my thinking on my week on leave, i feel such like a wuss, unable to come to a decision after thinking for so long . its the decidin point for the next 5 years of my life

As i looked at some of my frens frenster profiles, some of them had started work, got their degrees , esp girls of my age, felt lagging behind, thanks again SAF, finsih my ns, go study , finsih wat age liao..slow , too slow , tats not gonna be the way man. i will catch up .
Everytime i see big cars , nice houses, i will be spurred on to wan to succeed in life , though im not a step into the hardship yet.

Sometimes i juz wish i had a talking machine, tat will advise me at to do , at times u juz really dont know wat to do .

2006-03-19T05:09:00.000-08:00

wat a bz week, so many things happening, didnt have a good slp thru out man..1st of all bike broke down, for 4 days i took public transport to work, gotta wake up very early in the morning and the train take ages to arrive, realise how dependent im on my bike, juz cant tolerate taking public, lotsa precious time wasted.repairs for over 300 bucks, juz cant bare to sell it , now repaired but still unstable with hicupps here and there.
got promoted to 3SG with i didnt really want, for wat ? more shit coming my way. 6 more mths , endure!
then i got a swollen eye for 5 days , bike fall sick , so did i ,look likea freaking monster, one eye dragon, awful, had a terrible time at work, finally today on sunday it subsided a bit, hope its completely gone when i wake up tomolo.
literally didnt had a weekend this week, spent the whole saturday at camp ulu ulu, marshalling and guiding vehicle into parking, more like a valet boy, thanks SAF. reach home dead tired, didnt have the engery to go out any more , still i mustered up engery to go meet up my fren over coffee,
juz as i settled down , recieved a SMS, you are activated!, report bla bla bla...how sick can tat be.... LL, tats wat u will learn in army ,
sunday morning gone, nvm 4get it , earn 1.5 days off back.
glad this week is fainlly over , next week will be a better week, and the week after will be even better cos i m on leave the whole WEEK!

still gota get bz this week, as some higher authories is coming to inspect my guard room, as im now taking charge of the camp guard room, and i juz took over, wat luck.

i have many plans where i had yet to come to a conclusion and make a decision, like wat skool to go to, wat bike to buy , so many things and planning , i have no time to tink abt it , hope i will settle all my thinking on my week on leave, i feel such like a wuss, unable to come to a decision after thinking for so long . its the decidin point for the next 5 years of my life

As i looked at some of my frens frenster profiles, some of them had started work, got their degrees , esp girls of my age, felt lagging behind, thanks again SAF, finsih my ns, go study , finsih wat age liao..slow , too slow , tats not gonna be the way man. i will catch up .
Everytime i see big cars , nice houses, i will be spurred on to wan to succeed in life , though im not a step into the hardship yet.

Sometimes i juz wish i had a talking machine, tat will advise me at to do , at times u juz really dont know wat to do .

2006-02-28T03:12:00.000-08:00

weather is awfully hot...was on leave yesterday monday, met up with the guys and went ard looking at bikes and stuff, real hot day, even the wind on the expressway was hot. went to quite a few shops and witness for myself the latest kid on the block, R6 '06. totally cool, sweet shit. sexy and dangerous curves.
Looks like Mr 2888 is going to give up on me soon, minor problems here and there..gettin old already, was with the guys..all of them with huge macho sexy crotch rockets. Mine is a cat in comparsion to em, damn..when is my coming! my own crotch rocket between my legs. feeling peer pressure liao haha. own the racetrack. tearing down the twisties. controlling the beast , not controlled by my current cat's top speed. if u know wat i mean.
work sucks,, part of my job is planning duties, yes im the asshole tat plans duties. everyone hates duties. tough job, slightly better then the carpark auntie.. seeing pple ording here and there, yes mine will come.
all kinds of pple u can see in army, serious. army is a eye opener. all kinds, u have it they have it. backstabbers, sly,dumb pple, jokers, horny bastards,mental problem, kaisu , kaisee,blur kings, bochap,smart pple,
pple tat talk with their fist, stuntmens.. all of them.. discovery channel in life for males. :)
Everyone is talking abt NYP, hot topic everywhere. No comments from me.wait wait...few words.. kan si lang sway.

buy bike, get degree,get new com, why it opened 2881 instead of 2888 on sunday!
Life is kinda dry recently..didnt club for the last 3 weeks, feels weird.. weekends dun seem complete with hitting the clubs, sad, clubbing kakis all down. watched final destination 3 at my favourite cinema, GV grand, too bad didnt got the big cinema. gruesome show..pple getting killed with head getting smashed, getting cooked in the tanning machine, nails gunned into the back of ur skull. boring..waiting for a show tat can scare the shit out of me. if u know of any let mi know, i like being scared then laff silly at myself, duno why, kinda funny.
planning for a trip to thailand when i ord..believe it or not , i had never sat on a plane, how mountian is tat, beat tat man!
enuff of bullshite.

Drifting

2006-02-21T04:48:00.000-08:00

Drifting
its been sometime since i blogged, almost forgotten i had a blog, ha~ Saw a tag from a unknown, offering some advice regarding degree,kinda surprised though as i dont advertise my blog , anyways thanks lots for the advice, and i submitted my application for UOL , banking $ finance, before i saw that tag entry.
yeah.. i had lotsa pple telling me that. kinda worrying.. well decided to take up the challenge anyway and go for it full time. hopeful taking full time will enable me to concentrate fully and not deviate from the final destination.
Handed in my application last friday, had some trouble looking for the customer service department place, at the same time took a walk round the skool, and man, when i walk past then canteen where i used to have my lunch as a student from np, the feeling is juz like yesterday man.. great feeling. like a student again.
when i left, i rode my bike into NP to take a look. ended up going round the whole skool, i simple missed being a student. how nice.
its now feb, how time files,, 7 more mths , 7 more mths. thrilled at the though of it. i might have to go taiwan this apr for exercise, i dun mind going as there is a 2 day R&R, but i would prefer to slack in camp and watch vcds.haha...well i wasnt told yet wether to go a not. see how it goes.
all of a sudden birthday celebrations seems to all pop out again.. all at this time of the mth.. rather quiet for the past few mths though.
Bought a new lcd monitor recently, as my old 1 had upped on the lorry.. and guess wat.. luck is really playin a good 1 on me , i got a faulty set, with a streak of red from the top to the bottom. and it happend on the number 6 day where the exchange is valid till day 7 ,1 day shy, AND low and behold i threw the box away, without knowing i need the box to do a 1 to 1 exchange. tried explaining to the the customer service personel , couldnt resolve it . i paid for the freaking monitor not the freaking box man. the best they could do is get the repairman down to take a look and bring back my set to repair, damn.. few days without com again.
with the numbers jumping on the counter, sometimes i wonder who are the pple reading my blog
lucky number for wed 2102, cos i blogged today... :)

Drifting

2006-01-18T06:39:00.000-08:00

Drifting
14Jan , a day after Jan,friday the 13th, the jinxed day.. i was out for lunch at bukit batok, happily eating ,leaving to realise i lost my wallet, how unlucky can tat be, juz couldnt find it anywhere.
walked rounds and rounds searching for it, resigned to fate, went to report to police station, there are items like my 11b, lisence,atm cards and other stuffs like photographs, bits and pieces... made a report to the not very helpful policeman who does his job for the purpose of being paid, thanks eh.
When home tinking wat am i gonna do , 11B need to sign extra duties, lisence need to go all the way down to tp headquarters to apply for a replacement.ATM cards need to be cancelled,all the kind of trouble,i have no cash with me, my atms are gone ,i cant draw cash, wat a saturday...
Still i went out..while in town i recieved a call from a police saying my wallet had been found and returned, couldnt believe it ...glad i got back most of my stuff except my cash, and 2 passport photographs when im sec 1 and sec 4 , weird, whoever wants tat for ? i have a habit of keeping a piece of all my taken passort photographs, now i had lost 2 pieces. jinxed.
Still glad the day ended better then i though.

Drifting

2006-01-08T07:33:00.000-08:00

Drifting
Wat a rainy sunday, rained the moment i woke up till now 1030pm, had a lousy weekend man..friday, saw william on msn , both of us doing nothing thus decided to meet up at a pub in tanjong pagar with his frens, reach there pretty ok at 1st then slowly felt the crowd was kinda wrong man, old peeps, damn it, had some beer, man it sucks. then another old fren came down to rescue us and we decided to check out the one and only striptease bar in singapore, lol but it was full house and the its so muddy everywher, luckily never wear my new shoes! so we went to gelyang and eat.. it was rainin thru out, really bad day,, luckily didnt ride.
then comes saturday, expecting a better day....same raining. last minute suggestion by TRT to a pub at Boat Quay to drink till everyone drop, but not everyone can make it , so cancel, tats it, nothing goes right this weekend, decide to go on monday as tue is a holiday but i cant make it, have RANGE! have to be in camp at 530 am , dun know how am i gonna wake up .
Today have the raining the whole day.. haven seen such a long rain in a long while..so nice to slack at home..
doing a lot of surfing and research today on the web, tinking wether to to go for a degree.. i still cant decide wether to work full time and study part time or concentrate studying full time. Reason i wan to study part time and work is becos i wan to be very productive, haha i know its weird coming from me, if i study and work, not only i get the degree i also gain experience,when i grad haha! At the same time i worry i cant cope.. since i decided to study , my ultimate aim is to by hook or crook GET THE DEGREE!.
i cant afford to fail haf way.
so the other alternative is to study full time and concentrate, but if i do so.. these 3 year im going be a POOR STUDENT,, i tink its gonna be a big problem man and i cant take it...tats my main concern, another good part of studying full time is haha! SIM gonna have lotsa chicks, haha... so its good fun being a student again.
Im interested in studying finance stuff, well, kinda interest me, deciding between "banking and finance" and "accounting and fiance" as i tink one of my strenght lies in money mangement and have a interest in investment,money,analysing those stuff. well im still not too sure which way to head. the application is open now..till 31 MAR, guess i have limited time
This is a big decision, i will have to tink properly man, soooo many factors, cant finsih naming em
Another thing is which university among the 2 distance learning programs. RMIT or UOL, from wat i undrstand, RMIT style is more like poly, projects,assignement and stuff add up to the final evluation, whereas UOL is solely exam based, make or break in the 3 hr paper, i prefer RMIT style but the course im interested in is at UOL, haiz. God pls guide me...

Drifting

2006-01-01T08:05:00.000-08:00

Drifting
Welcome to the new year-2006, 9 more mths to ord haha..wat a week man..now its over and getting back to work in tuesday.
A brand new me in year 2006, to enjoy and play hard ,haha,, life's too short to be grumpin away. went to MOS, a pretty big club, yea, so far the only club i seen tat had a escalator inside, the deco is real nice, very futuristic style. 1st 2 time there and i saw many frens there, nice to see em after not contacting for some time, and saw a ex colleague too , shandy, lolz she's real cool man, real gothic style.
Clubbin a lot lately, guess must be the influence of the festive season,partying season.. guess its gonna die down soon and everything will go back to normal. might or might not, we see.

Drifting

2005-12-30T00:34:00.000-08:00

Drifting

argh,,, feeling so sick, throat crackin, water drippin down ma nose as if takin the elevator, feeling feverish, stupid door bitch at MOS pissed me off, no wearing of soccer jerseys in MOS. Christmas down, 1 more new year to go ! ROck On

2005-12-18T07:48:00.000-08:00

Sunday, 18th Dec, listening to her fav song.. brought back many memories..words cant explained how i felt, the song keep playing over and over and over and over, memories keep replaying and replayin and replay..
flashback shot in bullet speed,i seemed to be brought back on a time machine..I was afriad to hear the song,avoiding it, i never played it on my winamp for ages, till i click on it today.. i duno why i did tat.
I can only say im sorry.Can you feel my world.

2005-11-07T23:24:00.000-08:00

back!, its been a pathetic long while i last blogged, not really bz with any stuff, juz didnt feel like blogging, now back again as i superbored and dun feel like sleepin,Will be very free for the month of Nov, my unit gone for a overseas exercise,so im left behind to slag till the cows go home, and yeah i get to stay out for this period, cant get any better then tat. i get to sleep late at home and go back to camp to sleep the next day, but i got nothing much to do at home, watching anime, finish watching initial D waiting for stage 3,4. now watching SLam Dunk, great anime man, only 2 words to describe the red haired guy- fucking moron,finished haf of it, but i dun bear to finish everything,else i will have nothing to watch later.
did quite a lot of things recently, and yes, my very 1st visit to Pasir Gudang-a racetrack in malaysia. rode yap's r1 on the track, kinda hesitated at 1st , as i totally have no experience handling a 1000cc beast and i was riding a 180cc auto bike for the past 2 yrs, worried tat i lost touch of a manual bike. HA~ worries aside, i went ahead anyway, with ivan leading me and showing me round the track. All was fine till i was overly excited, and went too fast at a S-shape corner, realising i couldnt turn it round the bend, i slammed on the brakes and gosh ! the tyres locked and i skid/fishtailed quite a distance realising i couldnt hold it thru the turn i decide to let it go into the gravel and ate some grass haha, luckily bike never fall over, the skid left a long trail of tyres marks, that really shocked me, a real newbie, soon after a while, the fun factor got better of me again, down the long striaght, i blasted wat ever i could out of the bike, haha, overly excited again i forgot to duck down at the speed of 180, and at the point of time i could feel my torso forced backwards by the wind as if any faster my body were to lift. haha kk a bit kua zhang, but i cant imagine myself losing control at tat speed. as i ride on i keep telling myself 1 more lap ,1 more lap, a supposingly test and feel of how a racetrack feels ended with 10 laps. i was totally exhuasted when i exited. sat there stoning for a while, flashbacks of the skid and almost losing control lurking in my mind.i kinda feel motorcycling is really very dangerous sport, for a while i was really afraid of hard riding. i dont know why, i felt like tat for the 1st time, im afraid to crash, i cant afford to fall, i have seem enuff bloody accidents tat never fail to send a chill down my spine., i was really afraid. At tat point of time , my urge of getting my own class 2 bike dun seem tat important anymore.i couldnt believe it myself. i keep pushing the though away. Biking without self control is so dangerous,and i just did tat without even battling a eyelid, im really lucky not to have crashed.Thank God, but i will be back.

We also went to Pulau Ubin , cant remeber when i last went there, we rent bicycles and rode all around, funny was when rest of the guys found a bunch of coconuts and begin breaking em for the water, haha, few ang mohs saw us and join in too, quite a lot of pple cycling on the island also, then we went to the restricted quarry and jumped in for a dip. also recording a video of everyone of us taking turns to dunk into the quarry, boy it was fun, went to have some food and tats it for the day..

wrote so much today,,, shall continue another time .

Drifting

2005-09-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

1 X day off today, killed my monday blues, wee~slack at home the whole day, went for a haircut and its disasterous, make me look like a dustbin, its horrible, fed up , went to buy 2 sissors, 1 is normal 1 , 1 is the for thinning the hair 1 , and cut myself, pple from the opp blk must tink wats tat dumbass doing , looking into the mirror, ur hand wanna go left but its goes right, lateral reflection, shit, took me a while, but i still tink look better then previous, haha
tinking alot abt cars recently, how nice to drive on a quiet evening, tearing down the hi-way, blasting out loud with evanesence, rock on baby, another dream floats into my head. so many things i wanna accomplish.
Gotta plan for a bangkok trip next yr sep, go will while clearing leave, fren of my is mad abt bangkok
believe it or not, furthest i went is batam, been to Redang , so many places i wanna go, Taiwan, thailand, HK,vietman, 1st i will conquer these places 1st then go further!

2005-09-18T21:23:00.000-07:00

hardly had any idea its mooncake festival till yesterday, festive seasons like these kinda have no impact unless there is a public holiday,when much younger ,mooncake festival is one of the favourite festivals, when u get older,haha..its juz like any other day unless u have someone special to spent it with, its the company that matters..
its sunday..gotta book in later, the time of the week i hated the most,wish i could book in the next moring, wats with it man, booking in to slp only waste SAF water , electricity, cant i just waste my home's?
met up with some poly mates durin the weekend, chatted and catch up on each other lives, and watch the movie "cave" with TRT, crappy show, no plot ,no this no tat, juz some gruesome action to give u the meat of the show. while out with TRT yesterday, there were 8 of us, 6 of em were couples, superglued to each other, me and weiloon were the singles and jeff who happen to go outfield, weiloon and i felt left out, haha and he suggested findin a gf, hmm.. last time all were singles, now left 3 , outings nowadays are gettin boring..

i saw a car on the rd yesterday tat really attracted me , and got me searchin on the net for infomation abt it, its the volkswagon GTI, damn cool a hatchback it is, damn ex, duno will i have a chance to own it in future, if not a 3-door ford focus hatch will be as nice ...damn...i starting to be attracted to cars..i hope im not.
minutes tickling away,, less time i have at home...and i dun feel like going back...you are torturing a cancerian keepin him away from his home

Drifting

2005-09-12T04:38:00.000-07:00

close to being a 1 yr soldier, im haf way there, the other haf of the journey in a new place, its not excatly a nice place, still i have to gritt my teeth to go on, yes its bad, there are pple in worse shit than me, im still slightly fortunate after all, i did nothing much today on my off day, i went to service my bike, change some stuff and rectifed a problem with had been bugging me for sometimes, its acutally missing a big screw near the exhuast, tat explains why there is a rattling sound when i ride, now problem sloved , im happy, its like magic. riding this puny bugger tat had been with me for 2 yrs, sweet little workhorse of my, i really cant bear to let it go, if i have to , i will keep it if i get another bike,
its rainy outside, looks like a bad storm, lightning flashing as if the Superstar finals, guess it nothing compare to hurricane katrina, guess we singaporeans are lucky to be unaffected by natural disasters, well god is fair, sgp has a conscript national service, and a pay and pay govermnet, everything else seems to go up except our pay, insurance, bus, mrt, petrol, electricity, gas.
i miss going to ktv, been a while since i last went,
bored at home, stuck in the rain, wat can i do, surfing the net , oh ya, visited han at his home juz now, he had a operation, recovering well i supposed.
i kinda like some songs of which the superstars sang, few tat caught me were
weilian's, wo zhen de shou shang le
kelly's mei li de stupid woman
junyang's guardian angel song,
lastly all of xin hui's song

i like her voice, mature and powerful, cant stop listening to her song, its like in a differnt haven.
she's getting prettier

Jacky Cheung's Snow wolf lake is round the corner, wish i can see it but guess i cant get off, tickets are ex, doesnt know of anyone else tat is interested,guess i will miss it anyway, wat a pity, would really like to see it.

read a phrase few days ago, " Man's mind, once stretched by a new idea,never regains it original dimension, i like tat.

Drifting

2005-09-11T19:43:00.000-07:00

off day for monday and tuesday, entire weekend burned, gosh, working all the way from saturday 8am to sun day noon 3pm, so tired, finally got to rest at home on own bed, its really the best feeling u can get, on the day of AHM itself, really lots of pple, i saw many many old frens whom i lost contact with, so many tat i lost count, really nice so see these guys, i was tired tat day, but given things to do i was not so tired, i know my limit when im tired, remember during exercise at sispec, 3 days non stop, diggin the freaking trench without sleep, tats really my limit, chatting also can fall alseep, tats funny, where nothing can stop your thousand pound heavy eyelips from dropin, hhaha, duno wat am i gonna do today, its a monday everyones bz with their own work, life, duno who can i find to go out, wasted rest day

Drifting

2005-09-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

im home today,, its a nites out, i have to go back later at 11, feeling so unwell these few days, both of my nostrils blocked out, bad cough, and kinda feverish here and there, really not the best time to fall sick man, i slept in camp last night, the whole bunk is in a mess, the kind of dirt was so thick tat you couldnt ever imgaine, i juz mainly clean the area around my bed, couldnt be bothered with the rest, im alone in the bunk, so lonely, no frens in a new place, no 1 to talk to..i had problems getting into slp, damn dogs from the opp Military Police camp juz cant stop barking.. i dont really know if i slept last night, all i know was im haf asleep, haf wake thru out, miserable, luckily i happen to see a secondary skool fren, a sispec mate and a primany skool fren at the camp, its really warms my heart to see some one familar, haiz...i feel so sick..

2005-09-04T21:00:00.001-07:00

here i am again.. its a sunday evening , sucky day.. tomolo im going to another camp, its kranji camp, HQ 4SAB, as a assistant ops spec, duno wat the fuck lies there, shitz, so bloody sianz.. new place , new pple, new rules, haiz.. feeling damn down man, might have to stay in at this camp, tats the worse part..haiz 13 more mths to ord, its seems like enternity to me, good is i finally am not under the clutches of a evil office, begining another journey, now im still packing my stuff to bring to the new place, so many freaking things, think im not riding tomolo, gonna take the mrt, haiz enuff of tat shit, its not gonna go away anyway,
meet up with sam william and rapheal today, went to sam club , singapore recreation somthing opp city hall, went swimming, steaming and sweating, relaxing,then went walk walk then eat.
dun feel like writing any more..

2005-08-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

its early in the morning..no one's in office, so time to blog, was juz lookin at classified ads for motorcycles, happen to see the big 4 brands for 600cc for sale , damn i was so freaking tempt, honda,yamaha,suzuki and last my fav , kawa, my blood is circulating like crazy, its all bikes in my head now , but its the cash problem, haiz, cashflow, who got 2k to loan me, will clear back all by 2007 JAN, haha~..meanwhile looking for frens who are interested in taking over my current bike for 2k, dun wish to sell to a stranger cos i will never see it again man, this bike of mine though crappy at times but it has lotsa memories and fun i had with it, haiz.. if only man..
Was listening to radio few nights ago, heard a new song by Andy lau, boy it was nice, title" Zhai shou yi chi wo ai ni" direct translation(Say once more i love u ) haha..
quite a nice song, andy lau new songs are always a hit even though he had been less active, releasing album once a while, this time its kinda special, the song had a story with it, when i caught it on radio, i was lying on the bed abt to slp then i heard it, feels good man like someone reading me a bedtime story, how nice, anyway its a very touching story and heres a brief summary of wat i mananged to catch in my slpy daze..btw i missed the begining part of it,

when i caught it, it was like this, andy lau was assisting in a car accident, a lady was injured and he was assisting his help as a passer-by, he called the ambulance and the same time trying to help make the victim comfortable,talking to her keepin her awake.he felt a strange aqquaintnace with the lady, then the amublance came, he then accompanied her on the ambulance, while on the ambulance, he talked to the lady, by profession he himself is a doctor, so he was doing watever he can, then he asked her for her blood allergy, she said say had a heart transplant b4, lau then did the necessary arrangments, Upon reaching the hospital, lau discharged his help but could not help but feel uneasy with the patient, and stayed there waiting for the operation to be over, while he was waiting and trying to ask the nurses how is the operation, he felt ignored, thus sitting alone outside the room, he waited for hrs and hrs , and felt like a fool with nobody ignoring him, with the nurses were all bz with their stuff, after waiting for many hrs he gave up, and left the hospital,

when he exited the hospital, it was storming heavily, the heavy rain beat on him mercilessly, he ran to his car and began drying himself, again he felt like shit, then he began to tink of his previuos gf or wife, his gf use to take care of him very well and always going the extra miles juz to help him watever she can, as he himself is a bz man working in the hospital , he began to understand how it feels to be waiting for hrs for somebody and being neglected and forgotten most of the time, still drenched with the coldness shivering, the patheic and tiredness, he though back, there was once his gf braved the thunderstorm to his hospital in the middle of the night to deliverd his laptop to him so tat he could work with, as he was bz, the nurses would not let her see him, huggin the laptop she feel asleep in the hospital shivering from the wetness of the clothing,until later when lau saw her, gotten the laptop and when back to continue with his work, not appreciating wat she had done.
but she was happy she deliverd the lap top to him,

Lau , realising how much his gf and done for him and attentive towards him, he felt very remorseful towards how he neglected her, he wanted to make ammendents towards her , but she had left to world, due to some reason tat i cannot recall,haha~,, then at the same time he was still concern with the victim he helped earlier on ,some how he felt close to the victim he helped and was determined to see the operation end, suddenly he recalled the victim saying she was a heart transplant patient, as cases of heart transplant is extremely rare at tat time, while waiting he went back to his office and search details of the lady, serach the news and hospital files until he came to a report tat verifies tat the lady was the 1st case of heart transplant in history, while he was reading, sudenly he saw the dates, it was excatly the same DATE his gf left the world! , thousand and 1 things flew thru his mind, he wanna speak but was lost for words, he was devastated. its explains why he had a uncanny accquaintance with a stranger he had never seen or heard , then the song plays, "Zhai shou yi chi wo ai ni", i tink i was alreadi asleep at that time, all i remember was quite blurry,

i tink my story writing and memory sucks haha,, hope the story is nice.~

2005-08-17T12:43:00.000-07:00

hello~neglected blog, supposed to have a fire drill in camp today , cancel due to duno wat reasons, watever~long time no blog, recently so many birthdays, sorry to those i cant make it to your birthdays, for this mth there are at least 6 birthday man. the previous week is a great week man, basically i only worked on mondays and thur, mon is a haf day, tuesday , national day, wed off to go to the marina bay carnival, thurdays work, friday mc lol~, this week its back to the basics, sianz, last week celebrate chun birthday at his house, lol, he was near drunk and talking lotsa crap, this sat is ivan's turn lol , its gonna be some funny shit again, oh man changi end, damn far.. maybe can meet up some frens living in the area too.
blog blog, a controlled dairy, i cant seem to write all tat i tink in here, its too open, wats the point then of a blog actually? telling others wat u are doing one sidedly? hmm..

2005-07-26T18:23:00.000-07:00

its been some time since i blogged.. kinad lazy now adays,, i jus a worm , so slack, i slp almost 10 hrs eveyrday. watched " the island" last weekend, pretty nice show, in the begining its was like taking a ride to nowhere, u dun know wats happening , but as the story goes on, the suspense slowly unveil itself,, the plot is rather fresh and sci-fi. catch it man, no regrets. yeah and roger watched it with us too, despite in bandages and walking like' liang po po ' since an accident 1 week ago, guess he got bored up till his head staying at home recuperating at home,and YAH! in the movie, the female lead, scarlet johannson, is such a killer babe, so sexy...watching her alone for the movie is enuff. Love the sexy lips and shoulders of hers man..beginin to know wat i like of a lady, lips and shoulders, woo~
And shit man... next mth i gonna be eating grass.. because, saf wrongly promoted me, and thus giving me extra pay, which i unknowingly and spent happily. only to relise when they called me to check and i went to check my payslip and realised i was over paid by $360. and god knows why i juz happily spent on servicing my bike, changing tyres and buying a new phone,.hence they gona decuct from my next pay..bad ..real bad..

2005-07-16T17:14:00.000-07:00

i feel very frustrated over my bike , MR 2888, very dissapointing..1st, a problem occured, it got a rattering sound when i twist the gas, its loud and freaking irritating, went to the mechanic to try slove the problem, they couldnt solve it either, tried a full service on it ,worked neither, damn irritated over it, spent 100 over bucks still couldnt slove it, im freakin pissed , next the response had become so bad tat it juz like a big fat cow begin dragged unwillingly, , maybe its due to the new belt needing to get season, but its pissing me now!~, next when i got home juz now , i open my seat to keep my helmet, then i realise a few thousand ants there merrily making a home out of ma bike!, hidden between my seat's sponge and the top layer of leather thru a hole, no braggng , few thousands of em, some carrying some white things which i supposed is food, i spent 1 hr clearing all tat nonsense, i freaking hate ants espically in large numbers since ARMY, i had many bad experiences with hordes of ANTS,
i duno why they wanna make a home out of ma bike, i park under the blk got pple disturbe my bike, cut my seat , canvans, put toothpick into my ignition hole, i park in the open, ants wan to disturbe me,im so pissed, u better wise up man, else u be gone, u used to be so tip top, never givin me any problems, , i dun care i going to buy 4D now, tonite i strike, u will be number 2 .

2005-07-11T09:33:00.000-07:00

cool skin yeah..courtesy of wei loon,, haha thanks man,, pretty nice and the music too , and yeah got the pic of my dream bike..so nice. one day it will be mine! bloggin lesser and lesser lately..gettin bored.. juz to kill time..

ahz..its a monday again..heh~kinda bored..as usual so many things to do at work..juz feel like slackin..well over the weekend bought a new hp, nokia 7610, contributed by T.R.T as my bday present, its the black and red set...yeah im admit im outdated, getting this phone only when its goin outta trend, who cares.. i like can alreadi..haha..pretty cool..realise im damn mountain when trying out the functions and stuff.pretty lotsa things u can do with a new "old" phone", pretty interesting compare to usin the 6610 i was using, it bore juz to look at it..bringing it to work,but im not supposed to bring a camera phone to camp, dun care, dun get caught can alreadi..unwritten law of the saf. ha! surfing the net for themes and stuffs, cutting mp3s to use them as ringtone..haven got any games yet, didnt know where to get em.., this little thing would keep me occupied for a while..haha...5 out of 8 T.R.T is using this phone...we can form another team 7610 alreadi..haha..

De piao De piao De yi de Piao~

pretty boring weekend.. no places to go, so stay at home and play with my phone~ haha..yeah, and starhub is a cheat.. wat hubber bonus, 1oo bucks off.. but all their conditions seem highly not possible,, to qualify u must be BOTH existing user of maxonline and starhub cable tv user . annd u MUST only sign a new line, cant recontract.. all nonsense. its juz a gimmick to attract u to look at their offers, make until u v interseted to buy,, then call and find out more abt the conditions then realie u dun qualify.and by the time u are almost sure getting the phone alreadi, u juz aiyah heck care. juz buy la.. good technique...can learn...si beh kanz!

De piao De piao De yi de Piao~ oh shit... i m getting attracted to cars!

duno why.. though boring at times.. but i feel content with my current lifestyle...in the day working...sumtimes works really get so sucky and stressful..pple get nasty, i get treated like shit..well tats life.. it doesnt always happens the way like we want it to be...for the 1st time i realise. im learning sum thing useful in saf,, i learnt to treat the working envorinment and working life a learning experience, i learn how to work with pple, i learned how to decipher certain types of pple..who to stay away from..yeah there are many many kinds of pple.. i only seen a little bit.. there are more man...all these exposed me to the fugly workin life, and how pple works.. real fugly man..
After workin i go home...i save money eating dinner at camp.. reach home take a rest..then i go for jogs..5km everytime.. i got used to jogging on evenings...now if i dun jog..i will feel fat..then will v uncomfortable..haha then i make sure i go and jog. its really feels great sweating it out , wind in ur face. sweat dripping from everywhere else.haha..then i will go home , shower , relax watch my fav "ah hock" till 10 pm...then surf the net, check my mail , play my guitar, and slp at abt 1030..all the way to the next morning..haha shiook..
8 hrs of sleep..
every day goes the same..then weekends i will wait for pple to call me go out, no place to go stay at home.. save money..not like tat period clubbin like crazy haha..im saving for my big green baby coming next yr haha..
i past these few mths like tat, pretty happy, no worries, not so much nonsense to tink abt every day.. juz relax my life alone... free and easy...unaccountable to anyone. at times only when my bike might break down only.haha tats the biggest worry! Im happy, but i will even happier then i get my dream bike next yr .
cheerios~

2005-07-03T21:19:00.000-07:00

good the morning ~, its monday morning and i juz reach office~ 1st time come so late at 0915,haha no goverment today, woke up at 7pm looks like gonna storm, slumped back to dreamland and woke up again at 8, to wash up and come here,1st time feeling so fresh on a monday morning ` feels great, today is gonna be a slacking day for me !
over the weekend, on friday, han called mi up for coffee,when down to jurong to meet him ,turned out tat he seems to have big problem with his gf, talked and talked, he poured out all his woes, wow it seem never ending though, he's real down man, being buddies for close to 10 yrs , its the 1st time i see him tat down and rotten, haiz, heartaching, wat i can do is only left him my ears and offer some advise, and pyscho him to take MC for the next day, else he faint in the ndp reheseral. slpt at 5am tat night...
waking up the next day, acc him to get his mc, then and his home again, lending my ears again,, bad,, real bad..seems like tat end of the world for him, keep advisin him ,everyone is different, everyone's reaction to relationships is different, why so die hard on some things, things dun always work out the way we wan, there will be no such things as problems if it really does,watever else may happen, always stay happy, tats the most important thing.

then was the evening..went to celebrate my early 21st b day with the rest of the guys,simple fare, juz went to ktv at orchard, a gathering for all of us, minus roger, as his on duty~
got cake smashed in my face man, yucks , the smell of cheesse all over my face. singin and fooling ard, lots of crap from the usual yap, ivan brought his gf, haha the next pair of "koala bears" and everyone else. feel so happy tat day! and they gave me a "ang pao" for me to buy a new phone, haha, a new phone is long dued, as i lost my phone last yr and been using a temp phone all the while. gonna look for nk 7610, duno where to get from aslo, gotta wait for newspapers advertisement .. then after tat we went to seletar to relax.. we went there on my birthday the previous yr too. then last yr, they called in into 933 and sang b day song for me too ~ hahah~ real memorable tat yr .. then went to eat chompang nasi lemak and went home after tat, real tired.
then sunday. brought yap, han and loon to 2nd link haha, yap dying to test his new bike.meet up at clementi then we proceed down, once in , signal to them tat they can go , they juz zoom pass me real fast man.. well on my little lamb i could only ride at 100. wherears they spd is way beyond... then reach a turn, i enter the turn, and exit ... then realised the rest of them are not comiing out fron the corner. damn , shit feeling, we entered the corner together, should also exit together, but i dun see em, so gives me a shit feeling , the previous time 1 or 2 yrs ago, same thing happenend, its was chun tat crashed in the corner, ahh. i was tinking , better not, then i u-turned and rode against the traffic back to find em, luckiy their alright juz tat they have some small problems with their bikes.. then we proceed to the petrol station to pump gas,,they are damn thrilled man,, from all the blastings on the hi way with no fear of traffic police, haha,, then we went home after tat...i wrote a lot man, eyes tired alraedi..

2005-07-03T06:53:00.000-07:00

2005-06-30T23:44:00.000-07:00

wat a bz week this week, im going mad,, everyone is tasking me tasks , reports, and so many stuffs, all WORK WORK WORK, im freakin overload till today, finally cleared lotsa my stuffs, handling the work of 3 person now.. Phew..haf dead,, THANK GOD ITS A FRIDAY MAN!!!
hurted my ankle , didnt know how though, realise the pain when i happen to rotate my ankles, its hurts but not too bad, still able to walk. watched initial D last weekend, though so 'ou xiang pai', its rocks man, enjoyin all the action , screeching of tyres, ooh, music to the ears~ , quite exciting, explains why few of my frens could watch it a few times, and our dear fren yappy finally bought a yellow r1,, such killer looks, test-rode his bike in Changi V.. haha got a lot of attention from the "babes" there haha..so fun ! 1st time riding a r1.
haha cant wait for my meanie greenie next yr !
next week is gonna be relax week man!, most of the regulars and boss will be away for a major activity, tat means haha the whole blk left only NSFs.can slack lo! so happiee!

2005-06-24T12:30:00.000-07:00

its a rainy friday today..juz finihs lunch and feelin sleepy..so far this week, i jog 15 km , tats a lot for a lazy worm like me, feelin so refreshed though with the muscles aches,while i was surfing the net yesteday, i chanced upon the sia webbie, then saw a recruitment for flight steward, looks real attractive man, and some how i fit all the criteria required, how great is it to be a waiter on air, haha, get to fly here and there visit many places and get good pay ,haha.. too bad im still servin the nation if not can give it a try haha,, nvm i wait till ord and try haha~
fridays are getting boring..last friday i was at home, slpt and 10pm woke up at 10am, shiok, but feel damn lifeless, sianz..counting down.. 15 more mths to ord,yeah!.. any one got any interesting sites to surf? i ran out of sites,, facing the computer everyday at home, or either the tv, eye sight deteoriating,i would never wan to wear glasses man and i seldom go out on weekdays evenings, kinda boring coz will get home late, then not enuff slp, and i will be tempted to get mc for the next day . this blog is so lifeless like me, even the tag board, yeah, some one fill in sumthing ?? =P

2005-06-20T19:06:00.000-07:00

watched mr ans mrs smith over the weekend, not as nice as i though it was, overrall its still ok , hmm... next 2 movies to catch is war of the worlds and batman!..office work is really stress at times, some how chiong sua or physical is easier to cope, its juz like a fire station, fire occur here and there, have to put out the fire here and there~ really stress, duno why things always happen at the last min, and always when im abt to go home~shitz, hate tat! when chiong sua, wear helmet i cannot tink, now do office work, nearing knock off time my brain also canot work, haha~, saf rich man, changing computers over at my side, pentium 4, flat screen~ it ought to be changed anyway, its win 98 im using b4 tat...haiz..so sianz... sumtimes i enjoy doing things at my own pace,but some how i get even lost at my own pace, i duno why
so many whys in my life, on one seems to answer em.

2005-06-14T00:09:00.000-07:00

i finally got my 4th liscence b4 i turn 21, so happie, its a personal achievement tat i wished for 1 yr back,so glad tat it had been finally fufilled, i begun to love bikes when i was 15, and i told myself one day i get my class 2 , 5 yrs had past, and it came true. hard-earned indeed, next, haiz..still cant buy my dream bike kawasaki ninja 636,now my 8-5 status still not confirmed, wait i buy alreadi everyweek stay in, plus my current bike which i dun intend to sell, 2bikes =4 wheels, got so many wheels also cant ride everyday got wat use,so my next target is to do so when i ord, but tats freakin 14 mths away, its ok, i had waited 5 yrs alradi, my dream will come true, i believe, either the best , or not at all.
indeed i was quite nervous throughout the test, haa, but i had this thing for bikes, during praticals i would make a lot of silly mistakes, careless, but during actual test i could more of like "ling chang biao xian", i could brainwash myself into another riding style literally,total concentration works wonders.
i mananged to clear the obstacles smoothly at ago where i used to struggle and not v confident abt, i must be boring u with my boasting hahah~, and i met a pri skool fren which i had not met for many yrs indeed, sort of my 1st primany skool fren, she partnered and sat beside me when i was pri 1 , haha! salute her man, despite being small in size, she seems easy controllin her 2a bike, gers are catching up in ridin man, but drivin..er...generally they tried many a times to kill me, im still rememberin it, ya i admit i sexist towards females driving, and i saw this woman instructor in bbdc, i was like ,ehhhh.. kk i will stop here ,else i get sued by some woman assicoation thingy, then i cant crap anymore in "Lost in My Pace"

2005-06-13T21:27:00.000-07:00

hmm...so sleepy on a monday morning,tomolo is my class 2 tp,have a revision practical tonite, damn nervous man, tat kind of feeling comes again, shitz man, the kind of feeling while awaiting results sucks man, even though this will be the 4th test im takin, when comes to waiting for results u feel nervous like a whole new newbie again~those taken will know excatly wat im tokking abt, a pass and a fail makes so much difference, pass can happily go and collected ur lisence, fail, have to spent money and rebook again and wait again~ hope i can pass smoothly and 'graduated' from bbdc , dun have to go back again as i will had gotten all the lisence i wan from there,pray hard for me man~
over the weekend celebrated wei loons 21th bday at pasir ris, haven been there in ages, haiz. TRT still dun have full strenght, no choice` work commitments, hopefull next sat can have full strenght~

2005-06-09T09:10:00.000-07:00

its thursday today... yeah.. tomolo is pay day. every saf service men's favourite day , haha~ watch the project superstar last nite on TV , haha its juz higly entertainting, laff my arse off,at the same time see got any of my frens 'fa ming xing meng' a not ! haha , and the last contestent that they featured, the blind singer singing the song 'huo chai tian tang'. tat guy is good man, saw him many times busking at jurong east mrt station, and the crowd tat surround tat area juz to hear him sing is really surpising, when i passed by tat area i would always stop to listen to him sing too, look out for him on project superstar, can see from yesterdays's contest his standard is easily a cut above the rest,well, hope he will make it ,well physically tired, muscle achin from the joggin these few days,shagged man, i tink i wan to start swimming also , haha ,health lifestyle. else time is always spent wasting online, in front of the tv~.im.. so bored, recently i got hooked on a song, evanescence's my immortal, damn nice man, i 1st caught this song from a live band in chjimes, didnt knw wats the title then recently i caught it on radio again, the singer's vocals is really awesome man, and good lyrics, stirred me so emotionally, get from me if u wan the song~ =)

2005-06-06T08:07:00.000-07:00

well, a recap of what happenend over the weekend, friday, boss call me to fuck off at 3pm, get home to change and get my ass down for dinner later at jalan kayu, tats damn far and ulu, not too sure how to get, anyway checked the street directory and slowly found my way there despite exiting the wrong exit turning here and there, ~ had dinner at this Jerry's BBq and grill,sumthing like tat, quite nice, had a dish called deep fried mushrooms, wow its was nice man, how juicy are the mushrooms, ate lotsa stuffs, by the time diner finish it was quite late, didnt go to zouk as agreed to joyce, hehe, then met up with chee hean in yishun, a working buddy i knew from westin , also in the same camp as me , and we both love bikes, haha! went to yishun dam to chit chat see bikes and cars, then went to selegie to eat tao hway, then linger for a while then went home,simple friday
then the next day, was boring man, no programs no where to go, everyone is so bz, haizz, kinda frustrated,, at times feel disapointed with TRT, duno wats happening, its not like it used to be , maybe its juz this peroid, ndp, this and tat, sigh,,, at times i hoped everyone was single like we used to be,, haa tats evil, k la, i dun wish for tat for happen, juz tat is totally not like wat we used to be, it is.then in the evening met up with my neighbour and had supper at nus and went home, slept at 1am on a saturday nite..
then came sunday, not much of a difference, woke up , ate, surf net, slp again,, till late afternoon, all of a sudden decide to go malaysia for petrol, didnt feel like calling here and there for pple to go with me , then juz went alone,once inside ther, the usual route tat i took, was closed down, due to some event happening, there is this road tat they closed up makkin it like chingay like tat, then there are grandstands,and shit, tats the only route i normally i take,kinda nervous now, then follow the moving vehicles to see where they will lead me to , as i didnt know the way anyway, followed and followed, and it got further and further , i am begining to panick, the sky is getting dark and i still cant see any familar roads, then stop at a traffic light, asked the stranger beside me, speaking in haf past 6 malay i manage to asked how to i get to the customs, then slolwy find my way back looking for the signboard, SINGAPURA, i was lucky not to get lost man, at time time i really panicked, didnt had tat kind of feeling for a long time , hee hee~ then got my stuffs and went back, at the singapore side custom, there was a huge jam as its sunday, i took 1 hr to clear the jam, its was bad man.. cleared it and finally went home, reach home at 9 plus~..then NOW i am in office bloggin during my work time~ yeah, gtg! catch ya~

2005-05-31T22:21:00.000-07:00

its tuesday evenin,, im so tired man, only had a short nap the previous nite b4, went to jb for supper with my neighbours, haha rather impromtu1 , ate, char kway tiao and duck mee, man i eat alot these days, when returing at the singapore custom, wah the officers call us to come down and check us totally and the car, well we had nothing on us anyway, fresh experience haha~ reach home rather late, went straight to slp~
well , i finally went for my defensive riding course after much procrastinating, rather fun though, skiddin the bike intentionaly for control the ski in case of emergency, riding rd the circuit chasin the instructor, haha its was the best part though, the haf day cos finsihed quite fast, b4 i knew it , its over, quite fun!
haha, i realise im always tokkin abt bikes, rite? duno why, i juz like em,, no no i not motorsiao, juz tat no motor i will become siao~(+_-)..

2005-05-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

came back from work, slacked the whole day in office, most of my lao ban not ard,, boring though, i-net , which is the saf internet had been down for 2 weeks, sucks, saf is like tat 1 , take forever to do their stuff, better dun comment no such, wait saf sue me, haha im rather a full time surfer instead, after work went to alexander village to buy some stuffs for ma bike , ha~, shitz, its damn hazardous and tempting walking pass that rows and rows and technology defyin bikes, totally awesome, avoid lookin so much as i was alone anway, and went to buy my stuff. went returnin, i did the stupidest thing i ever did man,
as i was walking to my bike, my dream bike on display caught my eye, couldnt resist taking a 2nd look,look and look as i walked to my bike, admirin its beauty and sexiness from afar, then at the same time trying to open my bike's box, spent a few mintues multi-taskin, opening it with admiring the bike only to realise , i could even concentrating getting my key into the key hole, amused by myself, decided not to look anymore and open the freaking box, still couldnt do so, then looked at the keyhole see if any one tampered with it, ok leh~, then continue trying to poke the key it, damn i looke like shit, pple ard must be tinking , wat the hell, this bugger doesnt even know how to open his box, THEN!.. i happenned to looked down and realise how come the bike number issnt the SAME ??
OH SHIT!!, i was acutally trying to open another person's bike,which happen to be the same model and colour as mine! awww man... i looked like a fool man, at the same time trying to remain calm, haha, acting as though its juz a mistake,i wonder how many pple saw my silliness..so freakin embrassed man..then suddenly saw my fren ride pass, such a concidence, then faster leave tat crime scene to find my fren haha!.

2005-05-21T15:46:00.000-07:00

rite on man, juz cleared all my practicals, awaiting for TP on the 14 of june, excited man, the last practical was a assesment , same as the tp test, i got 14 pts for failing to cancel signal, incorrect posistioning all tat stuffs, luckily i passed, haha, the shitty thing is tat its rained heavily have way thru the test, the rain is really heavy man, totally drenched, lucky my hp never spoil, then finally complete the test route, it was not easy handlin the 600cc bike in the heavy rain man, have to be real gentle on the throttle, if i happen to open too much gas, the rear wheel is spin, as its wet and slippery, phew thank god its over!
as im alreadi totally wet, haha i rode home in the rain, its been very long since i rode in the rain, quite fun though haha, most of the time either i will put on my rain coat or i will not go out ~ haha~

2005-05-18T22:45:00.000-07:00

its overwhelmin, its sweet and wicked, , yah, enrolled for class 2 yesterday when juz came back from the 1st lesson passin, how sweet man, hornet 600,twist of the throttle makes me so wet , the power is there, in ur fingers, twist of it sent me flyin,haha, totally , over the cloud. , actually ok la , the power is not until the stage where i really WAHHHH, i was not stunned thou,wait till i tried a 1000, enjoyin it, its not as heavy as i though, manage to put it down and push it up.
literally enjoyin myself thru out the lesson, almost 4got tat i had to perfrom good enuff to pass, and luckily i did, funny thing was tat , at times i was so thrilled i rode like a mad man inside the circuit, haha, it was bad thou, and i was so scattered-brained tat i keep 4getting the proper ways and posture of riding , like stickin out my feet, using 2 fingers on the brake and clutch, 4get to off signal, paiseh man ,keep getting reminded by the instuctor, more and more gals are taking up riding man, even 2 cute ladies in the same lesson as me taking class 2a, yeah their good man,
just booked my 2nd practical, its tomorrow, hope to get my liscence b4 my 21th birthday mna, its shall be my wish, wish me luck!

2005-05-15T07:50:00.000-07:00

this bloggin this is gettin update lesser and lesser,, kinda boring,, duno why, feel so shitty and sucky, shucks, its monday again....................................................everyday,everyweek is a cycle, waiting for the clock to make it rounds everyday. feelin of empytness, loneliness, lonely, i am so lonely , i have no body , all on my own, mr lonely..

2005-05-08T22:36:00.000-07:00

my arms hurts man,tat i had problem lifting my arms to wash my hair, juz did some weights, tiring man..seems like i writing the same thing every sunday ,haiz, wat to do , monotonous life,, every passin week is like a passin cloud.boring.. wat to do...blaady no life, wish something interesting could happen, was at chinablack on fri,woo, getting hooked on r&b, but the place have lotsa kids,only roger,lun and me ,pathetic rite,oh my , how fated again to see the cute mysterious pony-tailed lady in black again near us. haa,,wish to see her again,hahaha!, then satuday, went to malaysia for sea food dinner with han , yap ,xinjie, roger ,lun,jeff, great dinner , haven been there fer a long time, too bad ivan missed it, haha he's havin fun in thai, return back to sgp, went to partyworld ktv at orchard, we saw chun when exiting the carpark, haha its my evil idea to ignore him when he was shouting at us across the rd , haha so funny, i spotted him across the rd , knew he would call out to us , then i told the rest of the to act blur , then we pretend to point here and there talking abt other things at another direction, leaving him to shout till pple all lookin at him , haha bet he's gonna kill me when he read this, {chun}--> bet u must be feelin like a fool now rite , haha~ !! yes may 18th, i am going to enroll for my class 2, the final class for motorcycle liscense, hope to get it b4 my 21th birthday, last stop at bddc , yeah after dun need to go back to report anymore ha~ talking abt birthday,, dun feel like creating a big hoo haa over my 21th, perhaps jus a simple dinner with my close frens would be enuff...lonely birthday.. haiz..

2005-05-06T12:37:00.000-07:00

yeah. its friday again, my 2nd fav day of the week, juz finish my lunch,look towards knock off at 5 pm. hahaz, slackin and slackin so much,, i felt i had put on weight, eat alreadi sit in office everyday, blame who else, been a while i last 'sweated' haha, haven been exercisin lately, its high time tat i should be doing some work out, nothing interesting happened lately, so boring and blunt,idling time away everday, online most of the time, looking for pple to chat with, its juz plain boring durng office hrs, tat should be the kind "$520" work i should be doing, haah, comparing to duno in which part of the jungle digging trenches , walking endlessly, feeding wild boars with combat rations, btw combat rations are not for eatin , there are actaully used for throwing at enemies when u ran out of ammo, if u believe me , haha, those kind of trooper life, i dun miss it at all! though its fun at times, but i never wan it to happen againm, esp in sispec charlie!

2005-05-02T23:32:00.000-07:00

its me again who else, monday down, now tuesday blues, oh no... my boss is returning from taiwan, heard he is a ass who gives extras like water,oh god, makes me have to be on my toes alreadi,i hate nasty bosses, god know how is he like , as i haven met him yet~
duno wat time can i get to slp tonite, i slept till 2pm tis afternoon,
few of my frens broke off with their gf lately, feel sad for em too , see em in tat state, 1 of em 6 yrs , another 1 abt 6 mths, wat can i say. i had my fair share, lucky i got over it , haiz, hated tat kind of feeling.only time can heal.. wats love? my defination- can be together happily, gods blessing, cant be together? no choice, move on, as long that deep down there u know tat once u are happily together and nothing can deny tat, k tell me, seriously believe there's such thing called " forever"? there are only beautiful memories we wana keep.. magical moments, so cheer up pals~ haha u still have me!!! , time to slp !

2005-05-01T03:52:00.000-07:00

blogging kinda less lately...also duno bz with wat, tomlo is a public holiday , hence dun need to report for work, so happie~later meeting up with t.r.t fer a ride =) argh....sianzz , i wan a new ride , recently having a urge to ride back sports bikes again..feel like changing but i dun bear to let go of my current little lamb, love it so much, its more than juz a bike to me,(haha my partner in crime), one of my few bikes tat i rode the longest, ARGH! i still feel like riding sportbikes, wooo~ the adrealine rush, the twist of power,its the passion. dont know why , i feel like getting back that kind of feeling again, 2 yrs ago, with my FT5459B,duno which part of malaysia is it now at, its stolen there while iwas shopping btw. i wana feel young again, i dont wanna have any regrets when im old.. life's short, play hard. my class 2 is comin, may 18th, the final class of the motorcycle lisence,yeah!!! ya,,,its a expensive hobby,i can only blame god for tat, for lovin 2 wheels,
i had always loved motocycles, rode a sportsbike, a scramble, and my current runner, god knows when i will ever lost my feelings fer it, its juz completes me,haiz,, wondering when and wat will my next ride be? my wrist are on fire!! As the saying goes, riders ride for passion ,not for transport..

bloggie~

2005-04-27T12:06:00.000-07:00

awaiting lunch...............boring and sianz , but i like it, thought i had nothing to do , inside my brain is stiring up a tsnami.. considering quite a few things at the moment, argh, head, shall not let the cat out of the bag till its confirmed!, realy tinking a lot , weighing all the pros and cons, torn with passion and practicality... haha i did something paranormal, i acutally went to jurong library and borrowed a couple of books, last did tat in many yrs , one of the books titled" The art of Speedreading people" , rather interesting though,,, watch out , im observing u ..LUNCH!

2005-04-23T01:47:00.000-07:00

all good things have a ending,, like my ooc days come to a end with all of us guys going our seperate ways,kinda boring, alone now,, seeing new pple , and yeah the good thing is now im 8-5! finally but staying in , have to be back to camp by 1130 every night , kinda wat i wanted , can choose to go home or stay at camp as i wan, so happie~, wonder hows the working envirnoment like? argh , i hate changes and adapting to new places, its always like tat , from bmt till now, always when u are most bonded with ur buddies , having the best of times , after going thru all kind of shits u can imgaine, its time to spilt again,from bmt/sispec/engineer/ooc/ hate it man, wish i was in mono-intake!
ha~ another 21th bday tonite, its lilian's, my polymate, kind of a gathering for us also, as ever since grad, everyone is so bz with their own lives , met only 2-3 times here and there, and yeah will be going to fix with torned seat with TL b4 going there,

"When there's no wind, ROW! "

2005-04-18T23:15:00.000-07:00

here i am in camp,, doing some thing i should be doing, haha,, sercetly kept the office keys as i have access to em, few of us sneak into the office to use the pc to surf net after the sgts are gone, haha,, kinda thrilling though, planning to spent the night here,, fun yeah! ooc days are so fun~!

2005-04-18T01:00:00.000-07:00

wat a bz week...running all over the place..my room is in a big mess, har, next i will continue arranging it next week, recently feel so lost again, though i did a lot of things , at the end of the days its boils down to the same sucky feeling, i dont know want i want, i tried keeping myself bz and occupied, i know i am running away from it, i am becoming so undiscipline, always choosing the easy way out , not wanting to face it,i dont know why..its a long way to go, so confused, i duno wat am i saying, many mixed feelings, and thoughts coming in here and there,i feel so empty,voided, wat ever, let tomolo worry.....
"of coz i wanted it today , if i wanted it tomolo i would have ordered it tomolo"

2005-04-11T00:20:00.000-07:00

the week is over juz like tat, snap of the fingers its over. tomolo is back to being my"office assistant" haha~lovely`, went to town from afternoon the whole day, with roger and ivan, walk here and there up and down, saw lotsa babes,haha~beautiful things, later on to meet up with rest of the peeps, wanna to watched "wet dreams" ended up watching sahara, not too bad~slacked the whole of sunday at home, but some how seems very bz, have a lot of things to do , till now i haven packed my bag for bookin tomolo,damn.
And wat luck!, my bike is being vandalise by some assholes living nearby me, i had my seat cut open, its was a 25cm long cut, really pissed me off, its not the 1st time man, 2 previous tat person stuff matches into my key-hole, hence making me unable to slot my key in and start my bike, i was exploding with anger tat time, another neighbour of mine is also a victim, wats with these pple, nothing better to do, a little of mischief tat bring so much inconvience to others thrills em a lot, , yeah he can do wat ever he want, dun get caught by me , i will make sure inside ur thick skull, u touch ur heart and really feel sorry for wat u had done.
hmm...its time to slp again, i always have trouble gettin to slp on sunday nites, perhaps i slept too much in the day, i woke up at 2pm today, no matter wat still muz try to catch some slp, haiz.. another birthday celebration comin up next week.... haha!

2005-04-09T05:16:00.000-07:00

long week end! supposed to book out on thursday night , but due to some "unforseen" circumstances, delayed till friday,, a slack week for me in camp this week, the happiest week in my 6mths army life , coz i ooced,haha, slacked man, sometimes wake up at 645 then go breakfast, ha~
thanks to weiloon helping me to touch up my blog, i not very good at this html shitz, troubled him a lot, change here and there,if u are reading this, eh,, still got hits counter haven add, haha thanks!,, then met up with him and jeff to play billard at bishan, had a few games then along came ivan, then decide to go ktv at cine, as well to celebrate jamie bro's birtthday,, a rather impromtu 1, its freezing when i ride home juz now , its gonna rain soon yeah..
Didnt know why , i feel espicially happy to be home this week, i missed home...its pretty late now...sky red, wind's howling, my fav kind of weather ..good nitez

2005-04-04T00:20:00.000-07:00

its sunday nite again,,, same old story... SIANZ AH TOMOLO BOOKING IN ... man is never contented, i used to book out on saturday nights and book in on sunday evenings, now having to book out on friday evenings and go back on monday mornings,im not contented ,haha pretty greedy yeah?hahha..woke up day with my head spinning.. a little of a hangover from the booze last night at minghui's party..the killer shot was when anothy poured the bottle over my mouth, man , choked me and almost puked, sucks, a big gathering last night, its great! had lots of fun in the ktv pub, poor birthday boy had a hard time puking , haha~and jeff is so funny when he is drunk, very chatty`so happy last night,, haha talk until like my birthday like tat ..ha! i feel handsome last night,haha thick-skinned rite, took lotsa photos, waiting for them to be sent over to me, then i left early to met up and rapheal,william ,josephine and serene, tink its been more then 5 yrs i last seen these 2 ladies..sigh.. then went to another ktv and had a short session and we were plannin on the genting trip this may, sigh,, duno if i am able to apply for leave, yeah we will be driving up if everything goes well, hope i can get 3 days leave, " OC pls let me go~~!"a great weekend i had this week! next weekend is pay day,, 10th 10th 10th 10th 10th,,, faster come......

2005-04-02T17:01:00.000-08:00

its been a rainy week , sigh..waking up to see the sky pouring and dark, though it was early in the morning 7plus am,, then to realise it alreadi 3 plus pm, gosh, the whole morning i slept thru it juz like tat , booked out last evening , met up with ivan who is back from thailand and trt, haha he bought me a taiwan infantry soldier t shirt, looks gungho , haah thanks man, then we went to watch miss congenality 2 at great world city, damn it , the cinema is so freaking big and classy, esp the screen so fuggin big, definity worth ur bucks going there, compare to those cinemas like lido, ps. they sucks,always so crowded, its a nice show, definitly worth it, went home after tat feelin so tired,
woke up today went to inspect my bikes iu unit, got a problem went i went thru the gantry the other time, cant seem to pick, yeah its raining, been ages i rode in the rain, kinda refreshing, tomolo is roger 21th bday,we celebrating it tonight, time really files,, we are getting 21,, so many of us celebrating 21th birthday,, haha im going broke!!!!!!!!!!!

tuesday..

2005-03-29T23:04:00.000-08:00

back from the steamboat thingy..well .. a gathering b4 we spilt,, not much of a feeling though, maybe the course is too big and we aint bonded enuff, cos there are many muthafucks in admist, who always spoil the market, letting everyone suffer for their selfish acts and silly mistakes, be gone, ate lotsa prawns, loved em but hate the peeling part, too bad guoli wasnt there, 2 days mc ahhh..ate early and finsihed early. .
tomolo is bookin again, sianz early in the morning 730,, have to wake up at 6am,,hope i can get into slp tonite,, slacked the whole day..accompanied wentai to TTS to see doctor, oh man,, he got 1 week mc ,, im going this thursday alreadi..
kinda bored recently , always feeling at lost , duno wat to do , feels like something is missng, wats tat?, no idea, hate to say but life is real, where diamonds are expensive and life is cheap..recently i had a lot of dreams... a strange one, which occured many times over the yrs, how long ago i dun remember, i often dreamt i was on the run, sumthing like tat , climbing here and there ,squeezing thru holes up and under,riding my cute little bike in the mud running away from the scene,avoiding detection, the moment of fear and panick while in the lift, not knowing wat awaits u when the door opens, the kind of adreline rush,i dont know how to describe it , i always have problems describing my dreams, then i had 1 easily to describe, iwas riding on the expressway, saw an accident in front, nearing it, when looked at the roadside, i saw a bloodied arm, man the image is still fresh in my mind, nearing summore, saw bodies and limbs, its mentally disturbing, haha
god knows how long will i be doing this blog, duno its a moment of passion thingy or wat , too lazy to make it fanciful~ its so girlie, haha, i dun care wether u tell mi its pfg, oh pfg is pretty friggin good or fugly, juz a place to write wat i know and wat i am going thru, so when i am, i can still rember the days, memories are the best things u can ever keep in life, magical moments, where everyone wishes to relive, only the good ones...

At home On a Monday

2005-03-28T23:35:00.000-08:00

Found a skin, kinda describes my current feelings, duno where am i heading ,,kinda late now, for my lights out timing , used to sleeping early alreadi..will then update my blog and check out wat are the addons all abt, Well, rare to be at home on a monday night, and yes tomolo is my off, for the previous saturday burned, woo, reporting back on wed, and tomolo there is this dinner at marina b4 the batch disperse to various vocations,duno how will it turned out, most likely a "show-face" event, sigh, i hate army...well loved being at home , Muacks!
Today in camp was kinda special, felt like 8-5, travelled to camp, finsih at 5, feels good, being able to be at home after a day, today in camp wearing civilian whole day, attended a course, "soil course", teaches abt soil and understanding it , quite crappy, didnt understand a single bit of it , even the instructor have problems teaching it, my master sergeant was conducting it the 1st time, the course was supposed to be held at SP , damn it , got cancel for god knows why,well army all abt "wayangin"its juz who does it better,freaking tired , eyes aching , didnt slept well the night b4 ...now its time to double up..

well

2005-03-28T00:17:00.000-08:00

wel... its seems chim to me , killing boredom anyway...time to slp,, tomolo is a new week in camp..

hmm...

2005-03-27T12:37:00.000-08:00

1st time trying out a blog , simply out of boredom, well juz as nice , a place where i could penn down my thoughts , have been tinking a lot recently , many things flying thru my mind,feelin lost and confused.